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Still working and bringing in money. One miserable day at a time. My ex left the state. I saw him one last time before he went. I hugged him, and in that moment felt an emptiness that I could never adequately describe in words, but hoped to never feel again. After some time I began connecting with a guy I had a huge thing for in high school, and since. I started thinking about my ex less and less. I began to heal and put on weight again. I graduated college Magna Cum Laude. My new guy tells me I made him believe in soul mates.
Things were going great, so why was I getting panic attacks? Something just felt off. I was having flashbacks about the rape almost constantly. I wondered if there was something physically wrong with me causing my anxiety to spike. I went to the doctor. I told her to run tests for everything that could cause anxiety. My whole life I thought HSV2 was something that if you had, you knew.
I did the responsible thing and called my exes. My boyfriend tested clear of all antibodies for HSV. I ended up writing an ex of rapist ex, and she sent me this:. Hey sorry your message was in a hidden messages folder. I was aware of this but i do not have it. I was tested after finding out he had it, and somehow did not get it. But i am so sorry to hear that he did not tell you. I worked for him at his shop for a while and remember him getting a letter from patient first i opened it and it was a bill or receipt for STD testing…and he got all weird and finally told me.
He said his parents had it to he thinks from when his dad cheated on his mom. He may have been born with it who knows i know its possible.
Or he may have gotten it from someone. Something i was always afraid of though because of him. In the beginning of the relationship with rapist ex, we had the STD talk.
He told me he had just been tested and was clear of all STDs. I am 90 pounds again. I am afraid to touch my boyfriend in fear of passing this on to him. I have distanced myself a great deal from him. I will never be free of my abuser. Met a guy on MFC. Fell madly in love. Got abused, raped, got my heart shattered to dust, and was given an incurable STD.
He made me laugh a lot and his presence made me feel this undeniable surge of lightning in my heart. When finally getting to meet in person we felt completely at home, like we had been with each other for years. I fit right in with his family and we all have a lot of fun together. Vince had a muscular build, cute face, nice hair, and a laugh that was very much stereotypically Hispanic, and I adored it.
He would come in with a friend, and I would always ask the two of them for dances. He continued to come in, and as we talked more and more I began to find myself becoming more attracted to him. I had learned he had dated another dancer who had just transferred to our club from a club down South. She was stunning and reminded me of girls from that particular area that are of the upper echelon, so you can imagine my surprise when Vince began to seem like he was showing genuine interest in me. He invited me to his home, and we watched Transformers a movie I still despise , one thing led to the next and we had sex.
Thus began our crazy, unhealthy, whirlwind romance. He would say I love you, and you act and dress like a whore in the same sentence. He would be angry if I was 5 minutes late to his home, would never want to meet any of my friends, and accused me of cheating all the time, and if I missed his calls all hell would break loose. He would hang up mid-conversation on me after berating me, and I would desperately try to call him back.
People in my life kept telling me he was a liar and a cheat, but I refused to believe them. I began spending more and more time at his house, never being allowed to stay more than just a night. I would hang out with him and his son, and I began to bond with his son more and more…seeing myself in a future with this man.
Boy, was I naive. As I began showing her the picture and video from our day at the beach with his son in tow , she looked up at me in disbelief. I was in such total, utter shock and disbelief.
I waited for Mia to get offstage and come back into the dressing room, and I approached her and showed her the picture and explained that I had been dating Vince for a year, and she was in utter shock as well and explained that they worked together and he had no idea she was working at the club, and they had just began dating maybe 3 months ago.
My heart absolutely sank. Not only was Vince cheating on me, but he had condemned me for working in the place he met me, and constantly accused me of cheating on him; only to find out he was cheating on me! I took the new purse he bought me and the school photo of his son, and any other things I could find in my car that he had given me and threw them in the trash bin outside of his condo.
She confirms the house we are pulling up to is his; all doubt has left my mind. We enter through his garage, he was a moron and always left it unlocked, and her and I were young and enraged. Both of us leave after confronting him. She texts me the entire time. He begins blowing up my phone for about a week, to which I do not respond. Finally I break under the pressure and answer.
He lures me back with promises of fidelity and tells me he truly does love me and not her. It would be a couple of more years before I realized how terrible he was and the amount in which he had worn down my self-esteem. He knew I was in love with him still, even though we were no longer together. One day I met the man who would one day become my future husband. Vince texted me, and I shut him down, I was no longer going to allow someone to treat me so poorly.
It was hard, I had loved him throughout the abuse, and throughout all of his lies. The only thing I can think of that made him act in the way he did not to excuse it , is that he must have been hurt so badly that he figured he would never allow someone close to him again, and the hurt he felt he needed to project.
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